the "I Ain't Dead Yet" judo clinic

Shortly after I was diagnosed with lung cancer, Steven Zerr, the head coach (sensei) at Gentle Ways Judo Bismarck, messaged me about the judo syllabus that we had been using and wondering if we had time to preserve it.  This was July of 2017.

The syllabus that we had been using was shared with us by
Steven Cunningham sensei.  He studied with Sone Taizo, who emigrated from Japan in 1926.  Sone sensei had studied at the Kodokan, the home of judo, prior to arriving in the United States.  He brought with him a syllabus that he learned there, from Kano Jigoro, the founder of judo, that has since been lost.  Japan was entering a very turbulent time just prior to its entry into World War Two.  Dr. Kano was trying his best to keep the Japanese Army from taking over the Kodokan, as it had taken over most martial arts dojos.  I think that the turbulent times were the reason that the syllabus was lost.

I/we studied with Steven Cunningham sensei from 1996 through his retirement in 2006.  The syllabus is called the "Gokyo no Waza" and contains 40 throws of increasing difficulty, designed to teach situational movment.

I did a seminar in September of 2017 in Dickinson about the syllabus, then another one in October for my good friend Tom Crone, the head sensei at North Star Judo at Doc's Gym in Minneapolis.  If interested, here is the video posted from that seminar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kC98gtAp8_k&t=2017s

courtesy of Candace Decker, Dec 19, 2018, Dickinson Rough Rider Judo Club

That was followed by Kangeiko, our annual winter training festival in February 2018, where I had two hours to teach.  We had a six hour seminar in April of 2018 in Bismarck and then six seminars, two hours or less, that I taught on the way to and from Fargo, in Dickinson and Bismarck.

courtesy of Candace Decker, Dec 19, 2018, Dickinson Rough Rider Judo Club

The last two mini-seminars, this past April,  were tough on me because my physical condition no longer allows me to do the throws.  I dressed in my judo gi for the first one and was so disappointed with my performance that I didn't dress for the second one... the first time in over 40 years that I have done that.

I have been working on two papers about the Gokyo no Waza, one about the history and the other the practical aspects of the syllabus.  The first paper is about 30 pages and the second is about 40 pages.  Hopefully I will complete both of them before I go to that great judo dojo in the sky.

courtesy of Candace Decker, Dec 19, 2018, Dickinson Rough Rider Judo Club

courtesy of Candace Decker, Dec 19, 2018, Dickinson Rough Rider Judo Club

So recently we (our study group, four sensei from Dickinson and Bismarck) had been talking about wrapping up the research and having one more study session for a select group at our home in Custer.  It would be less doing and
more talking.  Carol and I were coming home one night from supper out and we were talking about this and she suggested one last seminar and the idea kind of stuck.  So I contacted the sensei in Bismarck and Dickinson and we are planning for the "I Ain't Dead Yet... I Don't Want to Go in the Cart" seminar in Dickinson on October 12th.


They are going to set up a chair on the side of the mat, I will have my oxygen machine on and plumbed to the side of my chair and I will do my best to yell and scream our way to perfection.  We are planning for two hours in the morning, followed by a two hour lunch, so I can return to the hotel and take a nap, followed by 3 more hours on the mat.  Another nap and then a social hour.  At least that is the plan, if I run out of energy we may have to modify that.


Thanks to Candace Decker, a former judo student, for allowing me to use her pictures for this blog.

right in front of my face

Funny how that works, it was right in front of my face and I missed it.

We wondered for years what was the cause of my lung cancer.  I had smoked in college and in the Army but gave it up when I returned to the United States in 1977.  The oncologist says the standard statistic they use is 15 years, after 15 years the lungs are considered to be healed and the risk of lung cancer is reduced to almost nothing, not zero but almost.

So one evening this past spring I was watching TV and a commercial for a law firm specializing in cases involving asbestos exposure during the military and lung cancer were seeking clients.  That big old "dah" and the slap to the forehead followed.  I had forgotten that I have received significant exposure to asbestos while I was serving in the Army in Japan.

I got involved in the overhaul of the US Army Power Barge Impedance in the summer of 1973 as an engineer, my official title was "ship surveyor".  The power barge was as big as a football field, oil fired steam turbin generator capable of 33 megawatts output.  It had been loaned to the Okinawa government after WWII and was being turned back, overhauled and loaned to the governement of Saipan.

The low bidder was the Subic Bay Naval Shipyard in the Philippines.  The bid was $1.5 million, which was a lot of money back then. We towed her there in January of 1974 and the work began.  The barge was loaded with asbestos insulation and as the dangers were unrecognized by the public at that time there were very little safety procedures in place for handing it.  As the hundreds of valves, pumps and other equipment was repaired the asbestos insulation was ripped off and fell to the floor.  I remember there was a white dust on everything for the better part of a year.  My office was on the barge, I breathed that stuff on a daily basis.

I asked a friend who is an attorney about the validity of the law firms involved in this and he said he would check it out.  He made contact with what he thought was a good firm and we filed paperwork. We haven't heard anything for about 3 months.  I am guessing that the firm is not interested as lung cancer from asbestos is hard to prove unless it is mesothelioma.  And I don't have mesothelioma.

In the mean time I have filed a claim with the Veterans Administration.  My doctor agrees that it is "as likely as not" that I got my cancer from the asbestos exposure in the military and that is good enough for the VA.   We have an appointment with the VA officer on Tueday to continue to work on the submission.

the boys are back in town

photo courtesy of Steven Reinhold

"The boys are back in town" is what my wife Carol says when the judo guys get together.

This past August we were in Fargo for my mother's birthday.  On Thursday evening us boys had a chance to gather for supper at the Porter Creek Resturant.

This is the yudanshakai, the black belt association, for Red River Judo, when I was still teaching there.

From left to right, Steve Reinhold, Clinton Adams, David Scott, Vern Borgen, "Vini" Vinicius Franco Siqueira, John Dixon IV and Jeremy Magelky.  Erik Jones was with us for a short while, but had to leave to make a meeting.  Holly Scott joined us for supper.  Steven Reinhold, thanks for letting me use your picture for my post.

Really special to see everyone again.

learning about hypoxia

We had a few days between doctor's appointments so we decided to tack on some adventures to the amazing Carol and Vern Excellent Adventure.

On Thursday we drove to Cheyenne, Wyoming to see the Union Pacific 4014 steam locomotive, called the Big Boy, the world's largest steam locomotive. The 4014 weighs in at 1.2 million pounds, 120 feet long, with 4 guide wheels in front, followed by two sets of 8 drivers, each over 6 feet tall and followed by 4 guide wheels – 4-8-8-4. The “Big Boy” was built for scaling the slope between Ogden, Utah and Cheyenne. There were about 25 of them built. Two of them are in Cheyenne. Only 8 are still intact.

Recently the 4014 has been rebuilt and the UP has been driving it around the country to show it off. What we didn't realize was that the 4014 was in the steam house (shop) which is not open to the public. We were able to see a Big Boy, 4004, at one of the local parks.

Apparently, the shop has tours  a couple of times a year, so if you are interested in seeing a working locomotive, you should check out one of the rare steam tours. The UP is planning to take the 4014 on tour at the end of September, heading for California and looping through Texas and returning through Nebraska. Check the UP website if you are interested in the itinerary.

We took the city tour in an old shuttle bus. It was a good tour, except the wood seats were killing my boney ass.

We toured the UP Museum on Friday morning before we drove west toward Laramie, through the mountains. The scenery was beyond compare. We couldn't believe how green everything was. We headed south at Laramie, across Colorado, to Granby. Turned at Granby and headed to the west entrance of the Rocky Mountain National Park. Showed our National Parks card and headed into the park. It was a beautiful day, sun shining, temperatures in the mid 70s and no wind.  The scenery was incredible.  We had hoped to see some leaves changing color, but it was early, we saw almost no color, a couple more weeks at least.

We were near the top of the mountain pass, we pulled into the Alpine Visitor Center, about 12,000 feet in elevation. I got to experience hypoxia, lack of oxygen. I needed to pee, so we drove through the parking lot and luckily got a handicap parking spot close to the toilets. I got out of the car with my portable oxygen machine, walked in front of the car, about 50 feet to the toilet, there was a line of about 20 people waiting so I headed for the back of the line. As I was walking I became aware that my breathing was becoming very labored, I was getting dizzy and things were getting darker. I looked at the curb and it was calling, saying, you need to sit down. I turned and saw a guy a few feet away, I asked him if he would help me get back to the car and he grabbed me and helped me back to the car. I was so dizzy. I don't remember that good samaritan's face, but I will forever remember his help. Thank you, sir, whoever you are.

We exited the parking lot, I was still in a daze. Noticed that my oxygen machine wasn't working properly, never thinking that it was not designed for that low of partial pressure. But it started cycling normally and I started getting oxygen. About 5 minutes from the visitor center, my thinking began to clear, I was still extremely short of breath but getting better. I put the oximeter on my finger and it read 60% oxygen, which meant that likely I was in the 50s, maybe the 40s in the past few minutes.

We drove down the mountain and spent the night in Estes Park. That is an expensive place!  The drive through Big Thompson was also very beautiful.  Lots of tourist traffic.

We drove into Fort Collins on Saturday morning and hooked up with a bunch of Bison fans at a local
bar and watched the Bison defeat the University of Delaware. Great game. Great group of people. We had a lot of fun. I hadn't slept well the night before so we found our hotel, late afternoon and I took a two-hour-long nap. Sunday we drove home through Cheyenne.

Nice little getaway. Dr.s appointment on Tuesday morning.

Summer projects

We had a great summer, got lots of small and some large projects completed.

We hired our son-in-law, Daniel, a handyman in Las Vegas, to work with us for the month of June.  It was a match made in heaven.  Daniel is a hard worker, we hired him by the month and he worked 50 to 60 hours a week.  When I say we, I mean that Daniel did the work and I sat in a chair and supervised the work... it turned out to be a great team, we had a good time.

We worked on several outdoor projects.  Daniel installed a small deck, 3 feet wide, next
to the patio doors in the master bedroom.  There is just enough space for a chair and it has a commanding view of the "zen" raked gravel garden, what the Japanese refer to as karesansui, a garden without water.  Daniel finished installing flower bed borders and installed an irrigation system under the gravel.  The deck gets the afternoon shade and is a great "zen" place to read a book or just sit for a spell.

Daniel installed about 30' of boarders for the entryway garden and filled in with pea rock.  And
Daniel built a lantern with my instruction.  He learned a lot about how to use a table saw with this project, there were lots of odd angles.  I would explain the next step in the construction at the end of the day and the next morning the work would be done, Daniel had gone out after supper and completed the next step.  This lantern took the better part of the month as we worked on it only short periods at a time.

Here are three pictures of the entry garden that I took today.  The rock retaining wall was another project that Daniel and I did several years ago.













The wood shed Daniel built last year and the lantern in the foreground is the one he built in June.  The boxwoods in the round garden bed are deer resistant, evergreen and will grow 4 feet tall.

We installed trim in the master bedroom shower using Ipe (tigerwood), the same wood you see being used for exterior decks, it is water-resistant and shower trim is a perfect application.  This was really finicky work and it took the better part of a week to complete.  It was a new skill for him so I really appreciated that he worked slow and got it right.  Before Daniel got here, one day I heard a hissing sound from the shower area and it went away before I could figure out where it was coming from.  Then the next morning, I discovered Obi, our cat in the tub trying to figure out where the hiss was coming from.  I guessed that one of the water hoses was leaking under the tub deck, so I turned off the water and as Daniel was due in a day, it was the first project that he accomplished, remove the tile panel and disconnect the plumbing for the tub faucet.  So my desire to not reinstall the plumbing under the tub deck, I fabricated a "steampunk" faucet that I think looks pretty appropriate to the house.

Lets see, what else?  I welded up some brackets and Daniel installed a railing in the tower room above the front entrance.  He used up some timber frame lumber from the house construction and built railings on the deck for the shop.  He installed trim on the fireplace surround.  He replaced the fuel line on the lawn and garden tractor.  He sorted through a ton of misc steel pipe, siding, etc.  He cleaned and organized the garage and shop.

We miss you Daniel!!!!!  You are such a good son-in-law!

Rainy days

Woke up this morning to a gentle rain.  Carol started a fire in the fireplace.  The cat has been stomping around the house, eyeing the rain soaked outdoors with an air of disgruntlement.  Twice he stood at the open door, stuck his head out an inch or so, fluffed up his tail and backed inside.  He looks up at us as if to say, "fix it, I want to go outside."  Disgusted, he curls up in the chair and is

sound asleep in a minute... wish I could fall asleep so easily.  Carol is sitting on the couch, cradling a coffee cup in both hands and reading a book on her I-pad.

I too am sitting on the couch, drinking coffee, listening to the rain, and watching the rain through the window.  I thought I would catch up on some writing, as I noticed that I hadn't written anything to my blog since April, so I thought that a rainy day would be perfect to remedy that situation.

We have had a lot of rain this summer and everything is still green, an emerald green ... it is certainly beautiful and also wonderful that we haven't had but one or two small forest fires, a couple of acres or less, this summer.  Typically, our green grass turns brown by the end of June.  The Black Hills are special this year and this week the leaves are changing color.

We had about half an inch in the rain gage by 8:00 am.  This year we are on path to be the wettest year on record, in second place now, only an inch or so behind the record and still 3 months to go this year. We may set a new record today, it is forecast to rain all day.  I think with our August deluge of 6.5 inches here at our house, that we have surpassed the record.

The deluge came over a period of two hours on a Friday afternoon (1 to 3 pm).  Carol and I watched the weather radar and the thunderstorm just kept reforming directly above us.  And it rained buckets.  There was not a breeze and the rain fell straight to the ground.  It was really quite fascinating to watch.   At 3 pm it was done and the sky cleared up and the rain quit.

Our neighbor Mark R. called to tell us that we were trapped, the roads from our house, we are on a loop, were underwater on both ends.

Carol and I got on the 4 wheeler and drove down the road to the west and the water was flowing swiftly over the road.  We were amazed with the amount of water flowing over the road.  It took a week for someone up creek to claim the two kayaks.

Then we drove up past the house and down the other side of the loop.  There is a confluence of swales here, one, the creek from the right, and unexpectantly, one on the left.  The water was a foot deep, 75 feet wide and flowing at 20 miles an hour.  The power of Mother Nature is remarkable.

My dear friend Tim Berreth and his lovely wife Jacki arrived that same day.  They had driven out to our house, a during a brief lull in the storm, at least close to it anyway and had to turn back.  They were stopped by the water over our loop.  So they turned back to Custer.  After they turned back the culvert washed out behind them. Lucky day.  This is the confluence of the Upper French Creek, and there was a lot of water flowing from that direction.

There were two aluminum canoes wrapped around trees.  We looked at them for several minutes before we figured out that they we canoes.

We were forced to use a mimimun maintenance road, think logging road, out of the development.  That road too had significant water damage but was passable.  The County got permission from the Forestry Service to blade the road, the first time in over 5 years.

Tim and I were in the same study group at University.  We spent a lot of time SCUBA diving in the Minnesota area lakes and drinking beer. I don't see him often but he is one of those friends that pick up the conversation where we left off, like it was just yesterday.

3 weeks later and the road to Custer has been repaired and the culvert replaced with a new one.  6 weeks later and the damage to the Forest Service road has also been repaired.